clatzz ~ reflections of my life

Monday, April 18, 2005

slept at 7.

woke up at 10.

eyes read and itchy and swollen.

guess due to the lack of sleep.

feeling feverish.

yet cant get back to sleep.

am i thinking too much again?

no, its not that i lack trust of confidence. mayb i just need more assurance. someone to cuddle me and reassure me every now and then that everything will be alright.

but in what position am i to ask for that? i know im requesting to much.

mayb im too sensitive. but i thought im the insensitive one all the while? mayb im just too scared. too many bad memories coming to haunt me.

mayb im just finding excuses for myself. finding reasons to justify myself.

maybe. maybe not.

Clatzz reflected on 12:21 PM

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~ a space for me to rant about how unfair life is.
~ a space for me to complain about my mundane life.
~ a space for me to day dream.
~ a space for me to live in denial.
~ a space for me to bitch big time.
~ a space for me to f*ck all the people i didnt have the guts to f*ck in real life.
~ a space for me to brag and exegerate all good things about myself.
~ a space for me to reflect.
~ a space for me to entertain people through my ramblings.
~ a space for me to update the moments i want to remember in my life.
~ a space for me to let my friends know that im still alive and kicking and going through shit.
~ a space for me to express myself without worrying about consequences.

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