IS IT ME

Saturday, April 23, 2005

i just wanna know


IS IT ME?


IS IT ME?


IS IT ME?



most of the time i think its me.



i can almost hear the words ringing in my head again : you are always so blah blah blah, no wonder blah blah blah... you really dunno how to blah blah blah... really xin ku to be your blah blah blah...



i think there is some truth in it aft all.


it sucks to know that you sucks.


KNN!! SLAP ME. SLAP ME HARD. AFTER A LONG WAIT ITS FINALLY WEEKENDS AND I HAVE TO FUCKING SPOIL IT.


my CB mouth
my selfishness
my stupid brain not able to covey wat i am thinking.



just me.



sometimes i wanna express, but i cant. guess im too used to keeping mum. this was the method i learnt that is most effective in an arguement.


but i am a person that if i feel unhappy, i need to release out. n my inability to convey my thoughts adds to my frustrations.


i will just need to find ways to fa xie or wait for it to slowly dissolve.



thank god i have a rather high treshold.



there were only afew occassions where the pressure cap burst and i snapped. and i never in my life realised that i can do such foolish things. the human mind can become very scary wen gone berserk.



wtf am i blaberring. my mind cant form logic anymore. cos its late at night and i fucking cant get to sleep.

Clatzz reflected on 3:20 AM