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Saturday, February 05, 2005

In chronological order.


21 jan 05

Went trekking at bukit timah with power lim and ah tom. We met up at tamp ah kun for breakfast and I was the latest to arrived. And that was because I was preparing sandwiches and the bread I bought at NTUC is MOULDY!! FUCKING MOULDY!! can u believe it??


And I only bought it the night before.I should have gone NTUC and kicked a big fuss and demand for life time free grocery shopping or like US$50,000.00 as compensation from them. being the sweet, nice and forgiving person that I am, I decided to rest the case and jus eat the moldy bread. JOKING abt the eating part ONLY.


And because I am so damn sway to have bought a mouldy bread, I to go to the mama shop opp my blk to get a new fresh loaf of un-moldy bread. And so I went to the mama shop opp my place in pursuit of the loaf and to my horror dismay the bloody mama shop is closed.


I forgot that the mama is an indian muslim and that day is hari raya haji. Shitz.But the quick thinking me remembered that there is another mama shop in the nxt few opposite blocks. So I hurried there and the BLOODY MAMA SHOP IS CLOSED AGAIN!!


KAUZ! SHITZ!!! ARE ALL THE MAMA SHOP OWNERS IN SINGAPORE INDIAN MUSLIMS??!!


So in the end the ill fated me have to go all the way to shell stn (in my sleep wear consisting of an oversized singlet and a pair of obiang shorts with uncombed messy hair) to get the bread. Knn sial.


Anyway, met them at ya kun, had kaya toast and hot milo and took bus 67 all the way to our destination. Was gossiping all the way and the bus trip was shorter than I expected. Heng I brought the bus guide along and I managed to lead them safely to bukit timah. Once reached bukit timah, its ah toms responsibility to lead the way le.


We started trekking at ard 12. Ended at abt 4. Along the way we saw spiders, monkeys, kodomo dragon, squirrels, gigantic ant etc. stopped twice to makan subway sandwich and my self made sandwich (it was a sandwich day!! carbs overloaded!!). Went to the summit of the hill as well. And we took a uoo loo and challenging path too. Almost fell on few occasions, luckily I jave someone constantly looking out for clumsy me. Hee.


And took loads of pics. Ms power lim actually took 100 over pics. Haha. Had tons of fun.






classes

Have been attending classes after work and damn, its really tiring and has consumed 2 days of the week. Not to mention that we have assignments and project some more. Thank god thom has been picking me up aft classes all the while else I think I will jus die in the mrt.


Some days I am jus so tired aft work that I simply stonned in the lecture and stare in space.Attending classes also means 2 days out for gym and I really have not been exercising. Sharks. I can feel the fats gathering ard me liao.


Arrgggghhhhh, I feel so fat and its not even CNY yet!!And aft class, I will have my dinner. Late night dinner + no exercise. Duh. I have to find some other alternatives liao. I will not allow myself to grow fat. Still trying to achieve my ideal weight.


Damn it damn it damn it.





My new life.

Yes there is a new addition in my life which indirectly has caused a change in my lifestyle. Can say im a happy little gal nw or XFXNR. Haha. Though I still have doubts and confusion and uncertainties at times, but I guess wat matters is that im happy now right?


Power says I always think too much and end up worrying unduly. Am I??


Should we live for the moment?? But who is to know what will happen in the future?? If we do not seize the moment we might end up regretting, right?? And the last thing I wanna do is to live a life of regrets.I do not need to live a very colourful or exciting life. But at least when I look back, I would not regret that I should or should not have done this or that. And even for my mistakes along the way, at the end of the day, I will proudly say that yes, I chose the route myself, I have stumbled but im glad I took it and I have gained from it and thus no regret.


Ehhhh, caught in a dilemma of my thoughts again.I guess I shall heed powers advise. Not to think so much, just go with the flow of my feelings and accept things as they come along and see how it goes from here. Not to place too much expectations and demands out of anything as well and hopefully things will turn out well.


Yeah, really hope things will turn out the way I expected it to be. No hiccups on either sides. Cause I find the whole process really tiring and tied down. Actually y am I so troubled?? I think I am more worried abt myself aspect. Duh. I dunno wat I want.


Logic vs emotion. AGAIN!!



Ehhhh, think that shall be all.


Will be going to TS bbq tml. I miss bbq food!!






Lastly, I shall sign off with

I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!
I WILL STRIKE THE CNY TOTO!!

!!Wish me luck!!

Clatzz reflected on 1:10 AM