a new begining

Monday, July 26, 2004

idiotah

the worse thing is in order to be punctual at work, i have to wake up at 7. but luckily my new boss called me to tell me that i can report report to work at 10 tml. so i can sleep abit more tml (else i wont be writing this post now).

bought a whole box of goodies for johnny, yvonne, chris and the rest as my farewell present for them. and talking about the gppdy box, momo and i had a quarel over it.

well, i told momo long ago that i intend to buy a box and stuff it with snacks as a farewell present. but i was bz with the handing over and has been working late so i dun have time to buy. so on thurs morning, she asks me if i wanted her to help me buy and i said NO, i have in mind what i wanted to get for them. and she was grumbling that she scare i dun have the time to go and buy and so i told her worse come to worse, i abort the whole idea and dun give them anything lor. and she DONT need to help me buy anything.

but when i got home at night, i saw a toyoga container stuffed with biscuits, crackers on the table. and my temper rose immediately. needless to say, it must be the work of my momo.

didnt i already told her that i DUN NEED her to help me buy anything? y must she be so KPO and stick her nose into everything?? at that time, she was not home. so i waited till she came home and i told her off.

me: didnt i told u NOT to buy anything?? y did u still go and buy??
momo: just give it to them lor. u dun pay me back the money also never mind.
me: no, i will pay u back the money, but i WILL NOT bring it to office!!!
with that, i storm into the room.

okay, was i too much?? maybe i was (as i have already cooled down now) but i was really very angry at that point of time. though she is my mum, she cannot assume she can do anything and it must be right.

and that night, i suffered from a bad stomache. and momo pulled a long black face till friday night, i spoke to her and apologised to her.

i know she meant well lah (but like i said, i was raging at that time). i also bought some other snacks that i know johnny, chris and yvonne like and stuff them into the box together with some of the stuffs she bought earlier.

and i bought the whole big box of goodies to work on sat, which is my last day.

 
my last day at be and my last day at dsta is so different!!!

yvonne, johnny and chris seems indifferent. they did not come to wish me all the best, they did not even bother if i have made a proper handover. and they did not even show up on sat!!!

i understand that last sat was yvonne's non working week, so she is not there. but johnny goes to office every sat and he did not turn up as well.

well, i am dissapointed in them. very dissapointed, in fact. after 3 years, even if my leaving will bring more work load to them, but is there no friendship at all?? am i just another employee to them??

when steph left, we held a fare well dinner for him. and frankly, i was expecting there would be a dinner for me too. but there wasnt. nobody said anything. nobody (except junie and SY) wished me all the best.
maybe they blamed me for leaving. they are still angry or unhapy with me for leaving them when they needed me most.

anyway, no point looking back. i have done the best i can for them and i felt that i have not done anything wrong to them.

ahhhhhh, dun think so much. time to sleep le, else tml cant wake up on time.

Clatzz reflected on 1:07 AM