Y is the PH not today??

Friday, April 30, 2004

i am damn tired. slept at ard 3am yesterday. was preparing to go to bed last night when sis came home and grumbled to me about momo, about her wedding and about her work. and i told her what i felt. wedding should be a happy occassion and i dun understand why is it that whenever she is talking abt her wedding with momo, they would end up argueing. she said that momo nags her everytime she sees her about her wedding and she herself is stressed by her wedding too. and right now she is having a competittion at her work place and she cant just give up halfway cos she has team members under her and she needs to be responsible to them too. hmmmm, so i told her that momo is probably feeling that she places her work more impt than us. sis said theres alot of things that she has not done for her wedidng yet and her wedding is just a mth away. sigh, i told her next time i get married, i will plan way before hand so that i wont have the same prob as her and she told me it is very common for couples to be stressed and quarrel over their wedding preperation cause there is just too much to do. hmmm, is that true?? wedding should be a happy occassion and the preperation should be an enjoyable one cause its such a joyous occasion. well, i'll just keeop my fingers crossed that when its my turn, everything will turn out smoothly.

and dat was why i slept so late cause io stayed up to tok to her while watching a crappy show abt ah lians on the tv. hmmm, sis said she will be wearing a long gown on her dinner. function hall where they are holding the dinner is near the sea, but not at the beach. since sis is wearing a gown, then i can wear mei mei gown too. : ) wahahaha. sis ask me if i wanna tailor make a dress for her wedding. but tailor make would be ard $200 for per dress. hmmmm, i think i can start shopping for a gown liao den secide whether to buy one or tailor make one. dun wanna do it last min.

so i guess i will be damn damn broke for the up and coming mths. mus start saving from this mth onward. which means no more shopping, no more cabs ( i admit that i took cab to work twice this mth. what a waste of $$!!), and no more restaurants. then july is matt's b day. haven decide what to buy for him yet. its so diff to get a present for a guy, esp matt. and i wanna get something that is practical, something that i know he will like and use. hmmmm... *squeesing out all my brain juice*

as a result, i woke up late today and dad had to gimme a ride to work. on the way to my office, there was a jam and dad was cutting thru the vehicles. we were on the uttermost left hand lane of the road, as my office carpark is jus ahead. and there was this bloody M bike. he was also cutting thru the vehicles but he was at lane 2 and he suddenly cut horizontally and we almost banged as we were blocked by this big lorry. good thing that we were both travelling at very slow speed. but the damn bloody bike. how can he ride like that. bloody hell. luckily me and dad are ok, else i will curse him to hell. fuck u *points middle finger!!*

it was finally raining yesterday. i reached home cold and hungry. good thing is that matt is already at home and he has got the dinner served on the table liao and he evened opened the door for me and helped me take my umbrella and gave me a big hug hug cos i complained that i was cold. feels so good to be home with someone welcoming u at the door. : )

has any of you tried searching your name in a search engine? well, i tried that yesterday (ya, i was THAT BORED) and im surprised i found quite a number of sites. no, they had nothing to do with me. my blog was not in the list. thankfully, there were no porn sites as well. but its interesting to know that your name appears in so many sites.

Clatzz reflected on 11:45 AM