HOT!!!

Monday, April 19, 2004

just came back from cust place. im soooo tired. the weather outside is so hot. i really cannot tahan. think i am developing a headache.

cant seem to fix my home pc. well, actually it dun really affect me cos im already informt of the pc 8 hrs a day. but i get irritated when i cant blog at home and when im bored at home and i cant play games. other than that, i have no real use for the pc.

spend my fri night in a hot club, playing power techno music, sweating away to the beat. guess where i went?? DEVILS?? MDM WONG?? MU?? SOME HOTTEST BAR IN TOWN?? ALL WRONG!! i was at club box fit gym. haha. and no, i wasnt lying. they were really playing power techno music that night. when i entered the gym, they were playing: be my lover. then, there were: shake your body, its my life. and i was like: shit, i feel like going clubbing now. but seems like the techno music made the threadmill and the weights more bearable.

sat was momo's birthday. accompinied her to TM to do some shopping. it was a fruitful trip for both of us. we bought:
a pair of leather shoes for dad - courtesy from momo!!
a day dress for me - not really very nice. but wat the heck, it cost $16 only.
a pair of jeans fr giordano for momo - it was her b day and she was entittled to 20% discount.
a belt from giordano for momo - another 20% discount.
a pair of trackpants from giordano (again??!!) for me - since momo has discount, might as well buy 1 more pair
a bag from ozoc for me - fell in love with the bag the moment i saw it. the design is similar to the previous light blue bag i had. guess i have a soft spot for such bags.
aft our shopping, i bought momo to cartel and bought her a slice of cheese cake. im such a filia daughter, ya??
later at night sis bought durian cake home and we all sang birthday song for her. my momo is already 51 yrs old already. opps :x, woman's age suspose to be secret but yet i've leaked out hers. :p
aft the mini celebration, matt and i went TM to catch HellBoy. Hell boy is susposed to be satan's son, but he looks sooooo cute? anyway, there was one part where he turned evil, and i thought he looked better that way. more cool, more got style. haha.

went to his place on sunday and we spend the day nua-ing at home. we are so nua we didnt go to his mum place for dinner as we are too lazy to travel the long distance. caught the flu bug and started sneezing away. got worse during the night. my nose just keeps dripping and dripping non stop, like a leaking tap. no, it should be like an open tap. it got so irritating that i decided to stop wiping them away cause my nose was all red from all the wiping. so i just let it drip and drip and it really flow like water fall. i want to see how much water is in my nose. ya, its water, not mucus, cos its not sticky at all. by the time the dripping finally stopped, there was a hugr pool liao. well, i am not so disgusting lah. i cleared the mess, bathed myself and went to bed. but i cant sleep well due to block nose and the hot hot hotter than hot weather.

i had a sudden urge to quit on impulse on saturday. johnny was toking to me abt some of the customers and i got so pissed and irritated that i nearly wanted to tell him: hey, look, i didnt choose to do sales in the first place. you pple were the one who put me in sales. ya, i dun like to serve those pple. in fact, i dun like to serve anybody. if you are so unhappy with me, den i quit.
honestly, i was quite shocked by the fact that i actually had the impulse of wanting to quit. cause im usually not an impulsive person. i seldom do things on impulse, esp when it comes to work and $$ concern. and this leads me to think maybe it is really time i leave this place. i am getting so low morale that i dun feel like doing my work. i always wait till last min, till i bo pian, den i will try to settle the issue. and if this carries on, it ios gong to look bad on me and its not fair to my co. as well. den i thik, maybe i should just quit first and use the 1 mth notice to look for a job. but this is too risky. well, but i think its time i seriously start looking for greener pasture. i need a change. a change of environment.
and matt was supportive. he said he will support me in whatever decisions i chose. even if i chose to quit first, he can still support me abit. haha. but i am the 'jian ming' aka cheap life type. i cant do without work for too long. i oso cant stand having to rely on other pple for my survival.

well, i will start my active job search from today onwards. await my good news. :D

Clatzz reflected on 6:48 PM