im sick of thinking of tittles

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

went to the atm machine today morning. im left with only 2 number digits in my bank and today is only the 17th. march has 31 days, which means that i have another 14 days to go before i get my pay. and i have to add another 2 days for the cheque to process, which means i have another 16 days to survie. where did my $$ go to?? i dun remember doing any shopping or buying anything this mth. ok, i bought a trackpants, but matt paid for that mah. so where did my hard earned $$ fly off to?? and there are still so many things i need to buy and do, and all uses money...
1. shampoo (this is a neccessity, so i have to buy)
2. hair mask (since i need to buy shampoo, i might as well buy hair mask right)
3. hair cut. my fringe is poking my eyes and its damn irritating.
3. hair treatment (my hair looks like a bunch of hay. since i am going for a hair cut i might as well... ...)
4. facial scrub. my skin cant exfoliate. HEELLLLPPPP
5. gym bag. dun wanna always carry big and small paper bags on days im going to gym.
6. new clothes?? new shoes?? new bags?? new dresses??
so, tell me how am i going to acheive any of the above with the miserable 2 digits figure left in my bank? i think i'll leave them till arpil instead. haha *sacarstic laugh*

saw afew of my former school mates these few days on the mrt. saw a pri sch fren this morning on the mrt. he was standing beside me and he was asking me: are you YQ? initially, i thoiught he was talking on the phone so i ginored him. only when he kept repeating the same sentence then i turned ard and relised he was actually talking to me. he asked: you from BSPS right?? and i said ya. so he was my pri 5 & 6 classmate. hmmm, he still recognise me. does that mean my face dun change?? saw ren wei yesterday on the mrt too. anyway, hope i dun meet anybody tml. when i c a familiar face, unless its pple i kno well, i always try to siam cos i hate small talk , ESPECIALLY IN THE MORNING, where i am suffering from the " morning got to go to work" blues. and its always the same ques: going to work ah?? where is your office?? how long u work there already?? working as what?? do u still keep in contact with the other frens?? i mean y ask for the sake of asking?? i rather just say hi and leave me alone. or better still, pretend u never c me. ya, im an unfriendly b.i.t.c.h

yesterday matt came to my house and aft dinner, we chanted for 30 mins. might not b alot, but its a good start cos we usually only chant for 10 mins. and 30 is like 3 times more. tonight, ZW will be bringing a leader and they will be coming to my house for another chanting session.

Clatzz reflected on 10:45 AM