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Friday, October 10, 2003

Had a really bad day yesterday. I decided to write in details about yesterday. Yesterday, after johnny spoke to mr jia from tp, he called for a meeting with me and chris. In the meeting, chris asked me how did the project turned out this way. Actually johnny and chris were both very nice. They did not chide me, but chris said that he and johnny will help me to settle the robot arm and the trolley and I have to ask the tp lecturer for extension. Chris said I must speak to them and let them know my weakness so that they can help me overcome my weakness. Chris said: clari, you must speak to us then we can help you. Johhny has his own weakness, I have my own weakness. Everybody has their weakness. So dun be shy to talk about yours. I will treat this as part of your learning curve. But I do not expect the same thing to happen again. After the meting, I was sitting there, feeling damn demoralised, and johnny came and he said: clari, everything is ok lah. Dun need to feel so bad. Such things are very common. And I was actually quite touched. They are such nice people and matt says I am really fortunate to have such nice and understanding bosses.

Went to dsta to collect a tender and then went to nyp. Need to do some modifications on my robot. Sianz. Along the way in tha cab, I called matt and had a small argument with him. He said that Tuesday night at mdm wong, alvin brought his gf along and I was immediately unhappy. How come he can bring his gf and he can call matt to ask him not to ask me along?? And matt said that adrain pulled him to the dance floor and that makes me even madder. I asked matt: I thought you dun dance? Thought you said only I can pull you to the dance floor?? Seems that I am not the only one. Then matt said that I am trying to pick up a quarrel and I said I am not. I told him he does not understand the feeling of your partner go cheong without you and you know all his friends are all one kind. Like if I go cheong with my sisters, if I wanna do anything that will jeopardize my relationship with matt, my sis will surely warn me and prevent me from doing so. But matts friend will not. They will not stop him, and will even encourage him to do it. So how can I feel safe when he is cheonging with them? Not that I do not trust matt. but I just feel uncomfortable. So out of anger, I told matt that io have decided I will have a sisters gathering and it will be sisters only all the way. No bfs allowed even after cheong. And matt was angry and he slam my phone!! As if my day is not bad enough, now my bf slams my phone. Something I hate.

So I hack care him until I knocked off, then I smsed him: are we still meeting? Then he called to apologize and said he will treat me good food to cheer me up. Well, the food did cheer me up abit and dear dear was very sweet to me as well, withstanding all my little tantrums. We went to crystal jade at tpy. I had chicken soup la mian. Matt had si chuan la mian. And we ordered drunken chicken, shanghai xiao long bao, steam shui jiao, read bean paste for me and gui ling gao for matt. we also ta bao red bean jian bing, shao bing (the jian bing and shao bing very nice also) and gui ling gao home for momo and popo. The shanghai xiao long bao is really yummy and the service there is good and prompt. After dinner, we took a cab back to bedok.

In the restaurant, we witness something strange. There was a couple with a baby sitting behind us. The baby should be around 1 yr old, and was in the pram. We were eating and I suddenly realised that the couple was gone. And they left the baby in the pram behind with the waitress. The waitress said that the couple left their hp in the beauty salon and they were going back to retrieve. But how can they leave their baby all alone in the restaurant with the waitress?? Weird.


Clatzz reflected on 11:40 AM


~ a space for me to rant about how unfair life is.
~ a space for me to complain about my mundane life.
~ a space for me to day dream.
~ a space for me to live in denial.
~ a space for me to bitch big time.
~ a space for me to f*ck all the people i didnt have the guts to f*ck in real life.
~ a space for me to brag and exegerate all good things about myself.
~ a space for me to reflect.
~ a space for me to entertain people through my ramblings.
~ a space for me to update the moments i want to remember in my life.
~ a space for me to let my friends know that im still alive and kicking and going through shit.
~ a space for me to express myself without worrying about consequences.


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