helpless

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

I think I am obsessed with ah zhu. Now I have a tiny ah zhu hanging on my hand phone, which I bought on Sunday. I initially wanted to buy the ah zhu key chain too. 1 for myself, and 1 for matt. But matt does not use key chain. He is using a key pouch. So I dropped the idea. But now, I think I shall buy the key chain for myself. Haha :p.

My poor dear dear was sick yesterday. He was down with food poisoning and doctor gave him 2 days mc. Initially we plan to meet yesterday. But as the day passes, his condition was not getting better so I suggest that he rest at home. I do not want him to ride bike in that condition. Too dangerous. When I am sick, matt will come to my house and visit me, accompany me and take care of me. But when he is sick, I cannot go to his house to take care of him. And there is nobody cooks for him or take care of him. He has to cook himself, go to the doctor himself and I felt so bad. I cannot be there to look after him. I feel so helpless and useless. Sorry, dear dear. I am not able to be there when u need me.

Clatzz reflected on 12:21 PM