feeling blue

Monday, September 29, 2003

Has been feeling quite down these few days. I was quite moody, and easily irritated. Take for example sat. matt called me to tell me that the would be meeting his giant ex colleagues on the 8 oct and I immediately got upset. And I had a short argument with him. Then on sunday, I was feeling fat and ugly the whole day. Especially after the incident at matts house (details below). I felt so bad about myself that I felt ugly and fat in all the clothes that I tried even though matt tells me that I look good in them. I felt so bad I did not want to leave the fitting room after I tried the clothes cause I do not want other people to laugh at me. Dunno what is happening to me sial.

Woke up at 8 today and reached office at around 9.15. Cant remember when was the last time I reached office so early. Still remember when I first started work, I used to reached office at around 8.50 everyday. Then, it became around 9. After a while, it became 9.20 ��� 9.30. And now, its 9.40 ��� 9.45. I know I am horrible. Haha. Actually waking up at 8 was not that impossible after all. So I have decided to wake up at 8 everyday. I want to be punctual for work everyday, starting from today. Keep it up, gal. :D :D
After I reached office, I went to ALB to view and loan sample. Along the way, I was busy asking celeste to help me quote for my 3 projects, closing today morning. When I was at ALB, I got a call from cindy. She was barking at me for the drawing that I submitted, saying that the dimensions I gave her were wrong. Wah lau, its just a simple dimension, change can already mah. Does she have to bark at me like that early in the morning? Wah lau. No wonder she is still a MISS. Ni nana. Cannot stand people like her. Ta ma der. Really KNN sial.

Sunday
Woke up at 10+ and went to brush my teeth and bathe cause matt message me that the tiger is working morning shift and so I wanted reach there early. I reached there at around 1 and when matt opened te door, he told me that the tiger is in. he told me to just go in, greet her and go to his room. I immediately got hum. I went in and did not know what to do or how to face her. Then, when matt went in the living room, she said: I thought we had an agreement not to bring our friends back? Why is your friend here? Wah lau. Upon hearing that, I became more hum. I stood there frozen, not knowing what to do or what I should do. Matt said I should greet her but how to greet her when she so chu bin say that she did not welcome me? I do not know if I am too sensitive but I felt that she dislikes me, not that it bothered me. But she has no reason to dislike me. so in the end, I am too hum to greet her or even look at her, I just walked quietly into the room. And in the room, I told matt I did not greet her and matt was asking me why I did not. He said I should at least be polite enough to acknowledge her presence. So in the end, we cannot stay in the house and had to go out.
We had sakae sushi at yishun, and after that we went orchard in search of a new bag for me. In the end, I bought a bag from mphosis and after that, we went to the new paragon to take a look. The new paragon was quite nicely done up. And at the basement, there was this tim sum restaurant (I cannot remember the name) with a very long queue. From the outside, we can see how the chefs prepare the food and it looks very delicious. But due to the queue, we did not eat there. I told myself, I will be back to try the food one of these days. And I can ask my sis along and let it be a royal gathering. :D what say you, sis?? The tim sum there really look yummilicios.
Later in the night, matt called to tell me he had food poisoning. He was already not feeling well on the way home and when he reached home, he vomited and had diarrhea through the night. So now my poor dear dear is resting in bed.

Clatzz reflected on 4:01 PM