1st night of my new lifestyle :D

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

Yesterday is the 1st night of my new healthy less sticky life style with matt. Though I really miss him, but so far still ok. I knocked off early cause I am damn tired and I need a rest badly. Once home, after chatting on the phone with matt for awhile, I fell asleep, with no dinner. I was too tired. Anyway, I woke up a little later and dad cooked noodles for me. Matt was busy cleaning his room cause it was damn dirty and dusty. When we went on sat, after entering his room, my whole feet were black with dust. After my dinner, I felt so lost. Do not know what to do. I cannot call matt cause I know he is busy with the cleaning and I do not want to disturb him. So I just sat in front of the tv and watch whatever is played before me. I know I am being stupid but the feeling is like when you just broke off with a bf u really like. You will think of him every now and then and think of the things you all did together. When I was watching tv, I thought of how I would always watch tv and matt will read newspaper and I will complain that he reads very long and I will disturb him. And when I walked past kfc yesterday, I thought of last week, where I had the kfc frenzy and we ended up eating kfc twice a week. I told matt about it and he said, aiyo, dear dear, its not as if I am somewhere very far away. Haha. I also know. But I think we will have to take some time to adapt. Sigh.

Rainy Tuesday
Today is a rainy Tuesday. The sudden rain waked me up at around 5 this morning. I covered myself with blanket and went back to sleep. But at around 6, I woke up again, with block nose. And I just cannot sleep no matter how I twist and turn. Shit. I already slept early last night. But this block nose spoiled it all. So I am still damn tired today. Shall go home early to rest again. Actually I was very tempted to take mc today. I still have a bit of flu. But I am a workaholic. Haha. Today might not meet matt again. He is having a meeting at geylang east. He says if the meeting ends early, he will go to toast master. If it ends late, then he will meet me. But he might have to do opening tomorrow. So I do not think we will be meeting today. I know matt has been longing for the day to go back to toast master. So I shall not stop him. But we shall see how. This is the chance for th eboth of us to catch up our past year of long lost sleep.

Clatzz reflected on 10:32 AM